Friday, February 22, 2008

Luyou and Tangwan

The classical story revolves around the lives of the patriotic poet of the Southern Song dynasy, Lu You (1125-1210) and his first wife, his cousin Tang Wan. The couple loved each other profoundly but were forced to separate by Lu You's mother. For some time after their divorce, they met secretly, and Lu You intentionally failed the civil service examinations to avoid taking an official position in another city. Lu You's mother was able to break up the relationship, and Lu You later served as an official in distant locations. Tang Wan remarried a member of the imperial family, and Lu You remarried a woman né Wang. A decade later, the lovers encountered each other at the Shen Garden, outside the city. Lu You composed a poem about their passion love in the song-lyric (ci) format and inscribed it on the garden wall. Tang Wan responded in a poem of the same title and eventually died of a broken heart.

This story reminds me of writing on the trees or bamboo tree for unspoken feelings when we were young. I like these two poems, although I can not read Chinese. I discover these two poems from some reading on the internet. Enjoy!

“钗头凤”·南宋 陆游
红酥手,黄藤酒,满城春色宫墙柳。
东风恶,欢情薄,一怀愁绪,几年离索。错、错、错!
春如旧,人空瘦,泪痕红邑鲛绡透。
桃花落,闲池阁。山盟虽在,锦书难托。莫、莫、莫!
Hands of a delicate tint
Pour golden wine
The city all in spring, and she,
the willow behide the palace wall
And east wind, full of malice
Brought thin joy and a skein of sorrows.
Years of separation.
Wrong, wrong, wrong
Spring still spring
It's we, without reason, waste away
Tears streak rough, stain silks
Peach blossoms fall
Your room by the pond, empty .
What good our vows have stood like mountains?
With even letters barred.
And nothing, nothing, nothing
Her Reply:
「釵頭鳳」·唐婉
世情薄,人情惡,雨送黃昏花易落。
曉風乾,淚痕殘,欲箋心事,獨語斜闌,難!難!難!
人成各,今非昨,病魂長似鞦韆索。
角聲寒,夜闌珊,怕人尋問,咽淚裝歡,瞞!瞞!瞞!


Vicious humans in the harsh world,
The dusk falls with rain and the flowers are easily withered and faded away,
The wind blows drying the tears,
Thoughts is too much to be written down
It is so difficult to tell, so difficult to tell.

We change as time goes on,
The ill soul is just like the motion of swing.
The cold unfeeling sound of clarion, the night comes to an end
Swallowing my tears I pretend to be happy,
so no one would notice my feeling and question me.
Hiding my feeling, Trying hard to hide it.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Erhu


Spring of South River

Erhu is my favourite musical instrument. One night in Singapore, after diner with one of my best friends, Win Hlaing (Lim), I came across a group of senior citizens, playing Erhu and some other Chinese Music instruments in the playground pavilion near Singapore HDB (Housing Development Board) foods center. I never forget the music of that night, especially Erhu.

I often listen Erhu music since then. The music brings me to the places, where I have never been to. I could imagine and float in the soft music as if I was somewhere, beautiful and serene places in China. Music of Erhu evokes the appreciation of my heritage and culture. I would like to learn to play Erhu and have me reconnected to my roots.

The Erhu musician is Yu Hongmei. You can find her on http://yuhongmei.com/.

Enjoy!



A Flower

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Chinese New Year


Reunion Without Reunion
This is our New Year Carnival.
Let's celebrate the spring festival,
Let's sweep the floor,
Let's clean the doors,
Let's paint the room,
Let's decorate the home.

This is our Lunar New Year.
Let's have a reunion dinner,
Let's buy the meats and fishes,
Let's prepare the dishes,
Let's wash the vegetable,
Let's make the table.

We are in New York.
My feelings are split like a fork.
Family members are in Asia.
How could I be in pleasure?
Grandparents are in Heaven.
Like Adam's Reunion dinner without Eve in Eden.

Drinking without quench.
Are we in the same Bunch?
Celebration without happiness.
Are we feeling the same loneliness?
Reunion dinner without reunion.
At least, we are in union.


BaKoGi

Friday, February 1, 2008

Happy Anniversary




Reasons to ......
Too thin?
Too fat?
You're still my lovely wife.
Too short?
Not too tall?
I'm still your better-half.
Too little?
Too much?
My humble love is still shining bright.


BaKoGi
Years of anniversary have gone by. Years of loving one another have made a bond of understanding and caring. This is our 11th year of honeymoon. May our 100th year of honeymoon be as sweet as now.